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CLUES

You know … it occurs to me , after all these years that there have been so many directional clues that I have not considered along the way to here . Maybe I'm a little slow or mybe I just lost focus for a while... or maybe , and this is the part that scares me, maybe I have a fatal flaw when it comes to women, it's not that the women I have known were bad, far from it, I have been extremely lucky to have known every one of them, but I am sure now, that as much as I would have wished it were not so, in every case we were not suited to each other. Is it the accumulating years that lead me to believe that the ones that I did not explore fully are the very ones I may have had the best chance with? Or is it just that crazy “road not taken” thing that does it? I would have liked to grow with someone, but it seems that is not my fate. I have wanted that thing , that ubiquidious “spark” I think in some cases I have tried to build the spark bu that can't work. Other times I have hop

More in justice

Protest Rally - Against Iranian Election, Melbourne Ok It seems that it will never end ... Fear political unrest, Killings in Burma , threats in Iran & fixed elections... Hmmm wonder where they could've got the idea that that kind of thing could be done? Refugees moving from one place to another in desperate attempts to keep their families together I hear that is what we all want to keep families together ... but apparently that only applies to certain families. Nuclear games between the U.S. and Korea, Iran, China ... Somalia, India... well you get it. What  can be done ... another protest, more signs , more interviews on the Tele. Do we need to be told that we have built our lives on the wrong scale? How can we manage to get up and do these useless things we do while on every front we are cming to the crisis point? All the issues and situations that we have put on the back burners for so long are now all screaming for attention simultaneously! It may get to the point where we

I can't say for sure...

There may be some kind of reason to this whole thing, logic would be too much to hope for but maybe the world is supposed to do something beside respond to the whims of mankind... I really do want there to be a point... more than wanting, needing, getting. Times like tonight are when the waste of it all gets to me... Fighting over god , money, love, hate, gender , sexuality ...  all so small... and in the end they just take us away from doing anything that moves all of us forward. "all of us" ... funny, there isn't really an "all of us" such a tiny planet and we have never enjoyed peace and prosperity... through all our time there has always been someone that has had to endure incredible hardships to make all the good times possible. Look at all we can do and yet right now in so many places people are dying of hunger... Hunger! How can this be? Money and food everywhere! Or ... is it! Who has enough? What segment of our world has people that have enough?